You'll Never Know

Pacing back and forth
feverishly fretting
counting up and down
tentatively waiting

Frenzied in a way
that's never fair
but you'll never know
and you'll never care

More often than not
I startle myself, but
I need to stop myself
actively stop myself
because every day is you
and every night I want it through

Watching and waiting
strumming carelessly
and I can't stop thinking of you
thinking recklessly

If you could only see
how you're tearing me apart
strumming vigorously
rapidly pounding in my heart

More often than not
I startle myself, but
I need to stop myself
actively stop myself
because every day is you
and every night I want it through

because every day I want you
but, I know we'll never see it through

and every day I want you
but, I know I'll never see you through